I can do morning pages now even tho i havnt been to sleep because its 427am. I have been watchingbthe wrestling. Stream of consciousness. Free write. So i complained to woodhouse that they were excluding me on grounds of my health. They are. I need to be less afraid about things and just be happy that im write and let people talk and come to their own conclusion. Massive headache for ages. Harley is being sweet. A bad dog attacked him. Put them on the lead. Listening to radio 3. It would b nice if another round of artists way meetups occured again. Im streamlining. It sounds corny but u just hav to be true to yourself and do what u can and then let other people be other people. I really do think complaining is catharsis and important to put a marker down and draw a line in the sand. I also will focus on the people if it doesnt go my way. I dont expect it to but like with anna it helps to have my say. She is very hard indeed not to have cracked. But i still dont get why. There are similarities with the two problems and i do on but that doesnt mean im wrong. I like fighting and im starting to think of my life as a whole. Sicky insomnia. Lovely music.birds tweeting. Olivers cafe. Should close eyes. Devising if not trumpet. Care for animals.